Nancy
I don’t want to live like this anymore. I want to go home to heaven. My parents are there. I don’t belong here. I’m so tired, helpless & alone. I don’t bounce back like I did when I was younger..my daughter’s meltdowns are so severe at times. She beats herself up black & blue and screams…her OCD makes it worse. I make it worse. No matter what I do, it backfires and gets her upset. Autism has been such a curse to us. I pray for relief…26 years of praying and waiting. I’m trying to be strong, but I’m weary. I just want this all to stop. My mind is going to dark places & I’m scared. PLEASE pray for me & my daughter, Justine. I honestly don’t know how much more I can take.