Anonymous
Disclaimer: My trouble is self inflicted. I’m struggling with addiction. Also no day off in over a month. I’ve been isolated. I pray for rest and a day off. I pray for believing friends that are actually in my corner and not jealous or backstabbing or sabotaging. The kind where you can watch sports AND discuss Jesus. One is good. Two would be amazing. I pray to make it to a group at my church on Tuesday and ask if you guys can please stand in the gap to get me there until then. I have no car; the end of the month is tough for Uber money. I apologize to my brothers and sisters in Christ for letting you down. Have mercy on me. God please have mercy on me. I surrender. I repent. I’m done. I am determined to refocus on my purpose. I know I have one and I’m dangerous (the good kind) when I’m on point. I promise I’ll make it up to you guys by moving the needle there, Lord willing. I’m a fighter. I’m determined to beat this generational curse. I know it’s the Holy Spirit who gives the victory. I will keep scrapping and getting back up. Thank you guys for your prayers. Happy Thanksgiving. So much to be grateful for. I’m in good health and don’t want to waste it.