Our baby girl passed away. I’ve been trying to heal. My husband is not well and blames himself. He said it is not worth living. When someone speaks negatively about him, he takes it very personal and thinks he has failed in every aspect, especially as father and husband. He told me today he is sorry for not protecting our daughter, for not having us in a better home, for our daughter leaving. I pray he can see himself through God’s eyes. My husbands dad was very disappointed in him and told him that before he passed. That was their last conversation. I told him his dad would also wish that was not their last conversation. I know he always seeks to make his dad proud. Recently his best friend committed suicide, hanging himself and two months later his oldest son, born of my heart, also tried to commit suicide by hanging himself. Our eight year old lies constantly and recently has done some things so evil that it has hurt my husband and I, and really makes us question ourselves as parents. We need prayer. We need help. We are stuck. My husband is over worked, over tired and at his last straw. People use my husband and take advantage of him and he’s tired of everything and everyone.