Ariel
I’ve had a lot of heartaches this year and have recently had a surge of anger and bitterness welling up in my heart against the Lord and everything in my life. I don’t like how the pain is changing me, but every time I release it to the Lord, it comes back the next day. He doesn’t deserve my resentment or accusation, but I really do feel betrayed by promises he hasn’t fulfilled after years of telling me to hold on and wait for him. I’ve been so close to him before this, and now I feel like I can’t trust him or myself. I don’t know what to do.