I prayed for this
Prayed for 12 times.

Anonymous

When my husband and I were first married, I had no idea that he had a sex-addiction. He spent the first year of our marriage running around with other women, flirting, texting, kissing etc…And when he told me all of this in our second year of marriage, he told me that he never actually had sex with any of them. But now, almost 5 years later, he opened up to me that he DID have sex with one of those women, and that another one of the women he had been sexting with had been my sister in law. And even though I have chosen to forgive him, and that I view this all as in the past and I see him for the man he is today and the progress he has made…Even with all of this, I am so heartbroken right now. I don’t have anyone to process this with. I feel like no one really fully understands except Jesus.

He told me a little over a week ago. I don’t know if I’m having a hard time processing because I have chosen to forgive him, and I’m afraid to think about the things that hurt me. Or if I’m just trying to keep myself together for the sake of our kids and our family.

But today it all just feels like its hitting me HARD. I just want to cry.

Received: Mar 02, 2021

I prayed for this Prayer answered
Prayed for 12 times.