Belinda
I lost my mom, my best friend, my rock and my person, the day she passed. I know she’s in the hands of God, now. She is happy, she is free of pain, she is love and now, she is home. But I’m so so so very lost, without her. I’m not mad at God, because she’s waited so long, to go home. I’m just so consumed with grief. I miss her, with every fiber of my being. It’s always been her and I. Now, I’m alone. I feel like a lost child, yet I’m a grown woman. This month, made 3 years, since she went home. It feels like yesterday, to me. I’m having the hardest time, getting it together and, “moving on”. I’m not even sure what I should be asking God to help me with. I have peace of mind, knowing she is at peace. I just can’t seem to get this overwhelming pain, out of my heart. I still cry every day, sometimes multiple times a day. I just miss her, desperately. How do I get my life to where it’s somewhat, normal? I don’t know what to do, or where to begin. I pray and ask God to give me strength. I’m not the me, I used to be. Please, God … help me!!!