I am emotionally drowning. I am struggling to find myself in God once again. I need lots of help…I want to change and be different and let go of all the pain that my heart feels. I don’t know how to get out of here because I feel scared and terrified. I got so used to being helped and attached to someone instead of God. My dependence had been on people and now I am in the process of letting go and finding a way with God by my side. I feel broken…I feel like I started over and I need to learn how to swim but where do I start? What do I know now? There are nights I can’t sleep; there are days I cry myself to sleep. Today is one of those days…I feel alone and I feel like I lost myself…I lost control of who I am. I don’t have the strength anymore like I used to. I ask for prayers, please. For my spiritual life. Thanks!