I am a single mother of 4 children ages 7-16. We lost their daddy in October. We are having a hard time learning how to live with out him and deal with the fact that he passed due to being an alcoholic in the process of trying to recover.
I am angry, and hurt and scared, but have no time to deal with these feelings. I am overwhelmed with trying to learn how to raise 3 growing boys into god loving, respectful men, and raise 1 very strong willed 7 year old daughter.
Our church and friends have been amazing, but I can feel the stress of everything wearing me down.. and when I try to pray, i can not seem to find what i need to say. Its a million scrambled thoughts all at once. I need some sort of peace and can not find a way or time. The anxiety just seems to be taking control. Please pray for peace, calmness and understanding.