Tonya
I am in need of clear direction from God and where His will is for me to be. Quite a bit has gone on within the year, as everyone else. Watched my momma pass Thanksgiving, 2019, lost my job Jan 2020 due to the brokeness of her loss and totaled my car March 2020. I was going to sell my home of 25 years, where I raised my son as a single momma without any out side help so selling is very emotional to leave all the memories but I felt I really didn’t have any other choice. I wasn’t able to find a job due to pandemic without a vehicle so my father, financially comfortable bought a $10k car with the agreement I would pay him back with the sell of my house. I am in a forbearance on my home that ends next month. I was going to sell my house and leave the state and just start a new beginning, feeling completely broken. I have since started working PT that can go into FT and am feeling myself come back, little by little. I have always made decisions after praying for answers which after the fact, I believe I made them more on my own emotions not God’s will. I now have doubts that I rushed to sell but If I don’t sell and pay my dad back, I lose him too. Please pray for HIS clear direction.