Julie
I wrote recently and I’m thankful for everyone who prayed for me but it just seems like everything has gotten so much worse. I’m so tired. Nothing ever gets better. It’s a constant struggle. Yesterday was my birthday and other than my son none in my family acknowledged I even exist. I’d love to say it was the 1st but it’s not. I turned 47 and this is my life. I had covid and missed almost 2 months of work and I really needed my tax refund and still havnt gotten it. The IRS said it could be August or September because they have to verify I’m me. I dont want to be me so why would anyone else?I feel like I’m a big joke to God.i feel like I’ve always tried to think it’ll be better but it’s not. I feel cursed. I don’t understand why my life is such a struggle. All the time. After my husband left I worked myself hard to get straighted out financially and was doing good until I got covid and now I can’t get ahead. I needed my tax refund yesterday. I have noone to help and it just gets worse. I go to work and come home and bother noone and my.life is still a mess. Why do I not get to be happy?why is my life always a struggle? Why does God always forget me? I don’t understand why. It hurts