May 11, 2021 we went to a museum and there were horses at the end for the western theme. I did my best to avoid looking at them but when I got up from a stoop position I was right next to the horse’s backside which threw me into the flashback of my accident. I started getting emotional and breathing heavy. I started to go to a separate room but my family wanted me to follow them. I forgot what my mom said but I said in response “ you don’t know what it’s like to have PTSD. ”There were maybe two exhibits with statues of horses in them. I avoid taking pictures of anything horse-related. I hate it when my passion becomes my biggest fear. My brothers, nieces, and grandparents were with us too. So I decided to not make a fuss. I’m still having issues with my undiagnosed PTSD. I need help. I’ve had people tell me in the past that I’m overreacting and I’m crazy. I need a strong support system. I need prayer. Please help me, my spiritual family. It’s not easy for me to trust people but I’m a fan of WayFM.