Abby
I feel despair and forgotten by God. I believe He exists but I can’t stop feeling He could never truly love and forgive me. I feel completely abandoned and alone and have turned to my shame of drugs and cutting… the self-harm reminds me I’m alive but I want to stop. I want to be better. It just seems impossible. God’s music speaks to me sometimes but I need it more I need His grace. I feel I have fallen too far from Him.