It’s been an extremely difficult time for my family and me. After 2 miscarriages, we welcomed our daughter a year ago. Then Covid happened. My husband is a huge germaphobe and is obviously very protective of his daughter. However, this has led to him picking apart everything I do for her. I feel like I’m just not good enough. Most days I feel like my family would be better off without me. Lately, I’ve felt a strong longing to add another child to our family, but if I’m feeling like this, what’s the wisdom in this?
I just need some prayers. I really don’t know where to go from here. Does God want us to have another child? How do I feel like I’m good enough for my daughter?
Note: my daughter is advanced for her age and is growing perfectly. Obviously, I’m doing just fine with her. It’s just the way I feel and I want to get rid of this feeling.
Thank you and God bless.