Laura
Please, God, I need your help. I have been locked in a state of depression since my father passed away last August. I have had my first birthday and holidays without my dad and it has been increasingly painful to get through each day. I am now dealing with my oldest son who has turned away from his faith and is no longer speaking to me. I know we should find joy in persecution for our faith, but I can’t seem to find the joy and losing a connection that I thought I had with my son in addition to losing my dad. I know you hear my cries every day and I know that in your time, all be well again, but I am feeling more and more defeated each day I wake. I know you are trying to show me I am stronger than I think I am. I am a porcelain doll full of cracks that is about to shatter into a million pieces. Won’t you please show me a little glimmer of hope? Please help me…. I loved my dad so much and the loss I feel has broken my heart into pieces…..Please don’t let Satan take my son away from me too.