Chuck
Thank you all for the recent prayers, I sincerely believe and know they are helping me not only cope but grow.
I still struggle with the situation of the person I care deeply about and want with all my heart for her to allow me closer into her life and I want so much to be the influence I believe I can be but also what she needs to make certain changes. I have so much respect and adoration for this lady in many ways, but in a couple of other areas of her life, I am truly concerned for her.
I deal with wanting to help her see things and be the friend she looks up to but also is not trying to judge her or make decisions for her. I just want her closer in my life as she is on her journey and I want to be a part of her Life as well want her to be a part of my life. I have struggled for several months now to stay involved as we have been with hopes it will expand and grow or walk away. She has so much talent and compassion as well as passion and energy but in some ways, she directs them in ways that are just not the best for her. How do I help her more as well as bring her closer to me?
Thank you all for your support and love