Anonymous
I have been dealing with major anxiety lately. I am not sure what about, but I’ve been going to therapy for almost a year now and it is still an issue that just doesn’t seem to go away. People say to pray about it and I do all the time, but lately it’s felt so big. Like I can’t do anything without it being there.
I’ve felt with anxiety almost all my life, but for whatever reason these pst few years have been extra rough. I have a Christian therapist and we do things like muscle testing and lately it’s been saying that the enemy is trying a direct attack on me. I’ve done everything I can to try and stop it but at this point I think it’s best that I just hand it over to God. The testing also says that I feel in some part abandoned by the Holy Spirit. I don’t know where to go from here but for a sophomore in high school this feels like a lot.
My friends and family tell me that if the enemy is this scared of me then I must have some great mission. And that probably scares me more than anything else I’ve felt with so far. I don’t know why the enemy would try and attack me. But I keep getting reminded that Jesus chose the outcast and overlooked to further his kingdom.