Anonymous
My husband of 17.5 yrs relapsed back into meth addiction back in Oct. 2019. He abandoned myself and our 5 minor daughters. I chose to seek God’s will and felt he told me that unless I got out of the way (stopped enabling) how would he ever seek Him and be well? The girls and I have been praying, attending church, Celebrate Recovery and Al-anon, and we have been in therapy to continue seeking our recovery as this has affected us all. After he completely stopped all financial support and continued to only harass me instead of reach out to our daughters, I filed for divorce. Afterwards I found out he has been living with a girl who is only 5yrs older than our oldest. We have a divorce hearing in a week. I am asking God to show Himself strong on the girls and my behalf. I am clinging to His promises. I am struggling to function, this has been extremely painful, it is still hard for me to accept that this is reality. I have prayed for years for him and our family to be restored, for him to be free from these addictions, so watching this end here has felt like a death. I am asking God to heal my codependency with him. Please pray for healing, for financial provision, and God’s will.