Scott
I need desperate prayer for my marriage. I have not done right by my wife in that I have not done all I could for accountability for my lust and have not had an open and honest communication with her. This has damaged my marriage and has done harm to our daughters. She has said this is abuse and it is what I have put her through. I was just going to see a counselor at Church when I got this email from her stating all these things and that she will not live in an abusive marriage. I never wanted to hurt her but this is what sin does and not dealing with it properly before the Lord. I swear by the Lord that I am going to counseling and have put accountability in place but it may be too late for my wife and I. The Lord has shown me how much damage this has done and I want to make it right and I was just starting and this happens. My prayer is for my wife to wait and see if this truly is a change on my part rather than ending the marriage now. She has been hurt so much by me by the lust and pornography in my life. I have never physically cheated on her but it is the same. I just want one last chance to save my marriage.
Please pray for me.
Scott